deus ex machina

Sleepwalker - Nightwish

2005-04-15T13:49:00.000-03:00

Toys & Pets
Originally uploaded by fabilomo.

Close your eyes
Feel the ocean where passion lies
Silently the senses
Abandon all defences

A place between sleep and awake
End of innocence, unending masquerade
That's where I'll wait for you

Hold me near you
So close I sear you
Seeing, believing
Dreaming, decieving

A place between sleep and awake
End of innocence, unending masquerade
That's where I'll wait for you

Sleepwalker seducing me
I dare to enter your ecstacy
Lay yourself now down to sleep
In my dreams you're mine to keep

(Sleepwalk with me...)

Sleepwalker seducing me...

Hospital stuff.

2005-03-18T04:45:00.000-03:00

Hospital stuff.
Originally uploaded by fabilomo.

Finally daddy is back from the hospital.
But he's so boring! Oh my gosh.

2005-02-27T02:18:00.000-03:00

While I'm spanking my keyboard, Snarf is taking a nap behind my monitor. He's so cute!

The happiness cat.

2005-02-07T19:19:00.000-02:00

Since Snarf arrived at home, I'm very glad to take care of him even when he bites me. He loves to play with me running and jumping all the time. My father is still that kind of sick man who thinks only in diseases but sometimes I saw him playing with Snarf and laughing of his movements and grace. To have a cat is one of the best things in the life. Cats are very special creatures. Just a person without heart could hate a cat. They are very very nice. Believe me.

2005-01-29T12:07:00.000-02:00

Today is the 11th day of Snarf here at home. He arrived very sick and looking like a flea circus and I took him to the veterinary. He did a treatment with many medicines and now he's great, eating a lot, playing with me and sleeping in my arms. I'm very happy with my kitten. It's a dream becoming true. =^.^=
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Sloth... it's my nature.

2005-01-19T01:36:00.000-02:00

I'm tired of my talent for procrastination.
Grr... I'm always doing it.
Better saying: I'm never doing what I should be doing.
I wonder know how to stop it.

Saying hi to Louisa.

2005-01-16T13:34:00.000-02:00

If you're reading, hello!!! :-D *waving hands*

I never thought I'd find another person with the same family name outside Israel. I'm very glad with this. Only my family have this surname in Brazil.
It could be a joke of the destiny.
I'd searched on before at google but all that I found was a sport player from Tennessee Titans team and a girl from Israel on icq.

Now I have the possibility of finding a cousin! Even a virtual one. This is amazing.
:-D

Eternal Flame - The Bangles

2005-01-03T23:10:00.000-02:00

Close your eyes
Give me your hand, darlin'
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning an eternal flame

I believe
It's meant to be, darlin'
I watch you when you are sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Or is this burning (burning) an eternal flame

Say my name
Sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling, oh

Say my name
Sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
And then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling, oh

Close your eyes
Give me your hand
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame

Close your eyes
Give me your hand, darlin'
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Is this burning, an eternal flame

Close your eyes
Give me your hand, darlin'
Do you feel my heart beating
Do you understand
Do you feel the same
Am I only dreaming
Ahhhhhhh, an eternal flame

Close your eyes...

I want a sunday kind of love.

2004-12-29T21:06:00.000-02:00

I didn't read Harry Potter yet. I'm waiting for the arrival of the first imported book of the series in the bookstore. I'm very anxious to read it.
I prefer to pay a little bit more to read the book in the original language than in portuguese, because the translated edition usually have lots of stupid errors. I've found some errors in the portuguese edition of Da Vinci Code. It's a big shame.
I should keep studing english.

2004-12-21T15:03:00.000-02:00

I'm a mad dog seeking love in your trash can.
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2004-12-19T21:56:00.000-02:00

I'm tired of my life because big things never change. I know that I have to do something about it and nobody will help me sincerely and without ulterior motives. The real problem is that I'm very lazy and I probably have some fear inside me.
Hope I can change it in 2005. And buy better panties.
Posted by Hello

2004-12-16T20:57:00.000-02:00

I'm melting. My brain doesn't work in hot days like today. Argh! That's why I love the winter.
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I know ignorance is all over the world, but I hate my compatriots.

2004-12-10T14:49:00.000-02:00

It's unbelievable and unacceptable that here in Brazil even simple things doesn't work properly. I didn't receive my Bravo magazine in the last two months, and the phone service for the subscriber didn't find my information, but my magazine subscription was totally paid in the beginning of this year.
I wish to kill all these stupid people.

That's why I shun talking with attendants in the phone. I hate it. Nobody knows about what you are asking for. So, after all these daily proofs of our stupidity, brazilians still claims better treatment, because we are evidently being called stupid for people of other countries. I surely understand why we are considered like monkeys outside of Brazil. We tend to behave like animals all the time and even when you need a simple information or a good service or buy something with quality you usually become disappointed.
That's why people see us in that way and that's why foreigners will evidently say about brazilians as we are idiots. And with good reasons.
Today I saw a comment with this preconceived idea in a community of Orkut and I felt a little bit sad. What I can do? I know that idiot american guy is a bit right about us. Of course prejudice isn't good, but we don't have good reputation even here in Brazil.

Ignorance isn't bliss.

Now I'm going out. I have lot of things to do.

Venlafaxine.

2004-12-02T20:01:00.000-02:00

This week I went to my psychiatrist and tomorrow I'll start my new anti-depressive medication, with a bonus anxiolytic drug for avoiding food compulsion when I'm very anxious.
I hope everything can be fine again.

This week I was at my sister's new house and I'm very happy because of her success. And I saw her cute little dog, Jackie O.
I'm always praying to "the day when I'll have a cat" may come fast. =^.^=

2004-11-18T15:24:00.000-02:00

I bought a new Singer sewing machine with special functions for quilting. I'm loving it.
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I'm game boy addict.

2004-11-17T01:00:00.000-02:00

Yesterday I spent all my day playing Pokémon in my game boy color. That's why I avoid playing games. I easily lose the notion of time. =oP
Now I'll come back to my pokégame.

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2004-10-25T14:04:00.000-03:00

Today the rain bored me in the morning.
I was in the sewing classes again, in the second step of making a skirt.
It was very neat. Putting an invisible zipper in one side of the skirt was a little bit hard and I didn't finish it yet.

Oompa Loompa Dee Doo.

2004-10-23T21:10:00.000-03:00

Today I went to my english class and presented my speech about Salvador Dalí. I'm very happy because it was everything successful and after the end of the class I talk with my teacher for many minutes and she demonstrated some interest to know more about me. I felt glad with it.
So I came back to my house and had lunch, bought some icecream and watched some DVDs.
Now I'm waiting for my stupid boyfriend to call me to say hello, if he remember that I exist.

I need to schedule an hour with my psychiatrist. I'm in debt with him (or with myself?).

As usual...

2004-10-23T00:56:00.000-03:00

I'm sleepy and confused. I watched Secret window a half hour ago.
I have to read a book about Salvador Dalí to my speech and brush my teeth before going sleep. =oP

SLOTH. That's what I am.

At the bus stop...

2004-10-16T13:19:00.000-03:00

Today I had a strange surprise.
And I feel happy and sad at the same time.
I'm a little bit confused.

2004-10-10T22:33:00.000-03:00

Today I went to a barbecue at my boyfriend's house. It was nice and I ate a lot. He was very adorable with me and now I'm fine. :-)

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I'm so stupid!

2004-10-09T23:20:00.000-03:00

I had returned the DVD to blockbuster without the media inside the box.
I need donkey ears.

2004-10-07T17:08:00.000-03:00

I'm so fucking happy today! Just because I have the possibility to see my sweet heart. And very excited to go out later. :-D
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When things doesn't happen.

2004-10-05T18:59:00.000-03:00

It's terrible when you have many good ideas and don't have any manner to make them become real. Sometimes, when you stop trying to make real many plans because you don't know how to make it, as a result you tend to be pessimist and to desist before trying.
I'm tired of always put my ideas in the drawer.

Fuckin' lazyness.

2004-10-04T16:07:00.000-03:00

I need some extra doses of energy in my veins.
I have lots of things do to and to study and I don't know where to start.
And I need to answer some e-mails.
I'm bored.

Emotionless saturday.

2004-09-11T19:38:00.000-03:00

Well, my boyfriend is at the Linkin Park show now and I'm at home thinking about something interesting to do, eating junkfood and watching some DVDs.
I was slightly sad because he didn't invite me to go with him.
Humpf. I'm bored.
He's unnecessarily careful with me. I'm not made of glass. Fuck.

< :^I

2004-08-31T13:09:00.000-03:00

As usual, my boyfriend forgot about our relationship 2nd anniversary. Humpf!
Why men is never concerned about the details?
Now I have to go. I have a mexican culinary class today. ;-)

2004-08-27T17:39:00.000-03:00

I'm begining to like to cook even in my poor kitchen. Today I did an interesting courgette recipe. It was very good!
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What means to be myself.

2004-08-27T01:25:00.000-03:00

Fabiana is a complex being that you probably will see again only in sci-fi movies or using drugs with alcohol or with a brainfever in a delirious way.
Fabiana ate yesterday 500g of apple icecream in less than 30 minutes and she will probably be hysterical about her fatness when in front of a mirror soon.
In her childhood she was a friend of a strange monster with a plastic head called Lango Lango. And she's a Hello Kitty fan, even knowing that Hello Kitty has no mouth. But Fabiana has a mouth, and she fill it with chocolate every chance she gets, like Mini Me (Austin Powers) or Sloth. And she is always buying unnecessary colorful pens when she got some money. Just for the pleasure of shop something. That's why the pharmaceutical industries are so rich! Fabiana normally starts doing anything at a time and she tends to stop it in few moments later because she probably will be doing other thing at the same time, and other and other and other. That's why she has actually about 5 books in her bedside table and don't know how to finish all of them.
So don't try do understand her.
Just let it flow away.
Maybe someday she gets successful in something.
Amen.

Fuck!

2004-08-26T18:06:00.001-03:00

I'm feeling like an invisible man.
My boyfriend is always busy with lots of things to do and no time for us.
Maybe I just need a chocolate to feel better. But I'm fat. Ugh.

2004-08-26T14:47:00.000-03:00

Yesterday I went to my psychiatrist and he changed my medication. I'm not using it yet, but I hope the new one should be better for me. Procimax stops with my usual wish and pleasure to make sex.
In the way to my doctor I saw a sleeping cat sunbathing. He/she is so cute!
I'd like to have a cat but my dad is very boring and he doesn't like animals. He's a little bit idiot in this subject.
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Stupidity.

2004-08-24T17:44:00.000-03:00

I don't know why people sometimes is so concerned with details of other people lives.
What is the advantage of discussing about the sexual preference or the manners of a person that doesn't concern you? It's so stupid!
There's lots of problems all over the world for people think about and to do something.
So why some people involved with politics don't help who really need than prohibiting gay weedings, for example?
It doesn't make any sense for me.

Deeply sleepy.

2004-08-22T01:27:00.000-03:00

I'm a little bit tired. I bought a new book today. Spirits of the Dead: Tales and Poems, of Edgar Allan Poe, from Penguin Popular Classics. It's a cheap series of famous works of literature in pocket size books. I like it very much.

And I went to the movies with my boyfriend. We saw Super Size Me.
I shall write anything more about it later. Now I'm going to my bed. I need to sleep.
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Good moments to remember.

2004-08-20T01:01:00.000-03:00

I'm making a personal photography album with some pictures of me and my family.
I bought some papers in a sort of brilliant colors and I'm organizing the photos in it. Now I have to think in a good option to bind it later.
I'm happy doing it, indeed.

I'm blogger addict.

2004-08-17T16:34:00.000-03:00

So, that's my first blog in english. Hope I can write here without lots of errors.
I'm so lazy today! I need to go to my electoral zone to catch my nomination to be a slave in the next town hall elections. I hate it.
Now I'll take a shower because I have lot of things to do.